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Heather's avatar

Thank you so much for sharing more about yourself with us! It was a really interesting read. I related so much to your comment about watching programs outside the norm of a typical teenager...I was obsessed with things from the past, as well, including the 1995 Pride and Prejudice, hahaha!

I love what you said about abusers being responsible for the astronomical costs to taxpayers, NOT domestic abuse, and that we need to focus both on education as prevention of abuse, but also putting barricades in place to stop current abusers being allowed to continue to abuse.

As a child I had a coercively controlling father and our world became smaller and smaller. I stopped having friends over sometime around the age of 8, and increasingly I stopped going to friends' houses, too. I stopped talking to others at school. I developed eating disorders. I spent a lot of time alone in my bedroom. I escaped my father's abuse by going away to college. I got into a prestigious school and had to take out lots of loans (I'm in the US), but once I graduated I was so ill from my autoimmune disease that I was diagnosed with at age 16 that I couldn't work much and I was unable to afford a place of my own. I had no choice but to live with my parents and endure further abuse. The student loan debt kept me trapped there. The only way out seemed to be to go to graduate school so I could get a better job and earn more money, but that required taking on more debt. I did it anyway, and did finally escape...but only because I met my first husband during grad school and we married shortly after I graduated. He turned out to be an even more terrifying coercive controller. I had a daughter with him before I was aware I was being abused and then I escaped with her when she was two. He's been dragging me to court for twelve years now.

All this is to say that your work has been so helpful for me, and I'm so grateful for it! It was nice to read about how you came to this work, and I like to think we would have been friends had we been in one another's orbit during our teenage years. (Though I'm in the US and about ten years older than you, haha! Still, I have always been so deprived of friendships...even now thanks to smear campaigns by my ex-husband...so it's a nice to imagine teenage me having you as a friend!)

Thank you again! Protective mothers and their children are very lucky to have you as our ally!

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Sue Winter's avatar

Great read Emma. Your definition of post separation abuse is spot on. The impact of the power and threat behind the abuse i.e the perpetrator, needs to be the focus. I have just got a new credit on Audible, so i'll check out your book, thanks for raising that. I just wish there was more research out there on the impact on adult children of post separation abuse......unfortunately that is what I am going through now, aged 67. I know many 'senior' women who are experiencing what I am: an adult child not speaking to their mother because of the subtle manipulation their father metes out to draw them away from caring parent.

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